Kailey's Baptism

For some reason, I am unable to load pics, so later or tomorrow I'll try again. We had a busy weekend. My brother graduated with his doctrate in chiropractic on Friday, then we held a party for him here. And Kailey was baptized on Sunday, with of course, another party. I took her to the GI doctor today. He is going to continue her prevacid, which is making the world of difference for her. She is actually smiling at us this week. Maybe she does like us after all. Now maybe she will allow me to put her down once in awhile. I did buy myself a sling to carry her around in. She likes being "worn" around the house. I had a snugli-type carrier but she hates that. She is quite the opinionated little thing. Just like her big sister :)
I'm not sure what we are going to do about daycare for Kailey. Matt is still working from home, but we don't know how permenant that is going to be. He is currently looking for a different job since he has advanced about as much as he can with his current company. So really, I don't know how to even plan for it. She can't go to a center because the cost it astronomical for an infant. Honestly, I really don't want her to go anywhere. I am too scared to send her somewhere. She is the kind of baby that people can't tolerate. And thus, the kind that get shaken, beaten, or other terrible things that happen when people are stressed. Happy, calm, quiet babies aren't usually victims, its fussy, screaming babies. I can listen to her scream all day long, it really doesn't bother me much (I've been desensitized in my line of work :) But it might bother others. I just worry too much I guess. I'm sure I worried about Ellie too. But somewhere along the way, between broken bones, stitches and surgery, I've managed to forget.